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I'm bored out of my mind right now. I really don't know what to do. I have class in 30 minutes, the badminton and later this afternoon I have an appointment with a beautyspecialist. I have to go to this person who is going to get rid of the cellulite (don't know how to write it). My parents are paying so why not. If it helps then I'm happy but normally I don't believe those things help. But we'll see.
In a couple of weeks I have a dinner with my senior class. I'm not really very keen on going, but I said yes so now I have to. It's not like I really don't like the people, it's just, I don't know what to say to them. We got along but never so good that I know what to say to them. The only thing I can talk about is school, but that's boring so what else? But the main reason I'm going is to see the look on their faces when they see me now. Having lost a lot of weight. I'm not ready though. I still have 6 more kilos to lose and then I'm supposed to have a normal weight. But I'm going to go a bit under that number so that if I gain it wouldn't be so bad. You know what I mean. Yesterday I tried on this skirt that I hadn't worn in so long and it fitted more than perfect. It even fitted better than it ever did. So I'm happy. Finaly I can show people that I can lose weight and some day I will be thin.
Getting along really great with my brothers lately. I'm not surprised but still it's nice. They start including me now.
Last week I had a down day. I really felt so bad, but now I feel happy. Like I can do anything now.
So basicly I'm doing good.
In a couple of weeks I have a dinner with my senior class. I'm not really very keen on going, but I said yes so now I have to. It's not like I really don't like the people, it's just, I don't know what to say to them. We got along but never so good that I know what to say to them. The only thing I can talk about is school, but that's boring so what else? But the main reason I'm going is to see the look on their faces when they see me now. Having lost a lot of weight. I'm not ready though. I still have 6 more kilos to lose and then I'm supposed to have a normal weight. But I'm going to go a bit under that number so that if I gain it wouldn't be so bad. You know what I mean. Yesterday I tried on this skirt that I hadn't worn in so long and it fitted more than perfect. It even fitted better than it ever did. So I'm happy. Finaly I can show people that I can lose weight and some day I will be thin.
Getting along really great with my brothers lately. I'm not surprised but still it's nice. They start including me now.
Last week I had a down day. I really felt so bad, but now I feel happy. Like I can do anything now.
So basicly I'm doing good.