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[charlotteglory1]

I'm fighting a decision right now that I've never had to make before. Its a decision of wether or not to say goodbye to someone for good. To cease communication with them. Not that I was angry with him per say, but because that person and I could not really carry on anything other than a plastic relationship. And thinking back to the relationship/friendship we used to have, the current seems wrong and a constant reminder of the former as opposed to now. But the decision would be one sided and I know this. My side. Since i know for a fact the other side does indeed wish to stay in contact. Making many efforts which I am gracefully refuting without being rude. And I feel like if i do choose to cut the rope I in turn I will seem cold, and unwilling to work for it, and also will seem like i never really valued them at all to not fight now.

Its extremely bothersome and I confess I don't know what to do.

In other news, beautiful weather, my friends and their family cooking us dinners, green grass, bark mulch, the stoop for my building, cool breezes and bare legs make me happy.

Two of my best friends from school graduating makes me not happy.