Jan 12, 2005 22:01
Have you ever felt so out of place that you feel incredibly trapped in your situation? Have you ever realised that a "friend" can also be more than that if you let it? Well im too late to make a change. My life revolves around "just missed" and "out of luck." Why is it that half the world get what they want while the rest of us suffer and look up to those who have everything? On the other hand you could argue that someone is thinking that about you right now. Maybe this is just a case of finding someone's life better than yours. No matter what your situation, I have learnt that there is always someone who is better than you. Someone who is one step further, one mark ahead of you in a test even to put a finer point to it. We should all aspire to being someone we want to be, rather than wanting to have what someone else has. In which case in this world, we can never do. I can never understand why people want to be like their favorite celebrity, famous, and so called "perfect." Don't you just want to be you? Course not, because there is always someone better than you isn't there? Just a thought...
Phew. Thats my INCREDIBLY random thought for the week. Just something I needed to add to my lj, ive been thinking about it for a while. Damn it, its only wednesday...
In my history lesson we were talking about why people the way they are, (which may have lead to my randomness) and Tammy said that I had the impression of someone who is quiet but is the complete opposite. She was really nice actually. Its nice to know how people appreciate you once in a while, she said I was completely random and funny. Kool.
Shit. Work tomorrow. Grrr. Stoppid collegues.
xxx