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Soo the show is officially over, and I am surprisingly really sad! I just learned so much i now have this craving to improve and get better. I feel so much more confident and motivated and know that this is what i love. Its just the adrenaline rush before a show and how it suddenly disappears once you get on stage and you transform yourself into this other character and its almost if and this may sound really wierd and silly but its almost as if i can go back to my childhood and play make believe games (except completely different) I dunno, I know i still have a long way to go but i am setting higher goals now. Now that i have felt what its like to have a higher role its like...i dunno i want to keep it there. Even though nobody always gets leads. I am going to push myself so much harder now though because i had that boost, that sudden urge to improve and excel in not just musical theatre but all different kinds of theatre as well. Wow this was a bit of a dramatic entry! anyway i need to get to bed!