I hate my life
I really do.I want to find a cave somewhere and take all my books and hibernate for ever(Okay,I would propbably need several caves,but you get the picture.)
I can do nothing right,my ideas are all stupid,and I really should be in a psychiatric ward somewhere.
The web site is a waste of money,I am wasting too much on Abe every month,and I'm too lazy to do any work in the shop,let alone at home.
If I didn't waste so much time playing on the computer,the shop would be running a lot smoother,and I could spend a bit of time listing stuff on trademe.
I'm a waste of space,and I should go and tell my psychiatrist the pills aren't working any more.
This was basically all because I didn't fully agree with his latest brilliant scheme,which actually I do agree with to a major degree.
We have already started selling to schools via a commission agent,but "We" feel it would be a really good idea to do it all ourselves.The cold calling on the schools,all over the country,the packing ,invoicing,as well as everything else we have to do in life.
I guess I am just on a real down at the moment,so nothing he suggests will be right,but I get so tired of all the chopping and changing about the direction we are going in.
I really thought we had it sorted out the website,Abe,TradeMe,possibly Ebay,which we could do from home,and actually enjoy ourselves for once.Get to see the family occasionally,by going down to Auckland once in a while,although that might have been pushing it.We would get to see Nick and Rachel,then we would have to come home.To hell with my family,I get the impression they don't really count.It was a real struggle to get to see Scott and Emma last year,and there was no way we could stay down overnight.
Ignore me.I'm just having a bad day.
I can do nothing right,my ideas are all stupid,and I really should be in a psychiatric ward somewhere.
The web site is a waste of money,I am wasting too much on Abe every month,and I'm too lazy to do any work in the shop,let alone at home.
If I didn't waste so much time playing on the computer,the shop would be running a lot smoother,and I could spend a bit of time listing stuff on trademe.
I'm a waste of space,and I should go and tell my psychiatrist the pills aren't working any more.
This was basically all because I didn't fully agree with his latest brilliant scheme,which actually I do agree with to a major degree.
We have already started selling to schools via a commission agent,but "We" feel it would be a really good idea to do it all ourselves.The cold calling on the schools,all over the country,the packing ,invoicing,as well as everything else we have to do in life.
I guess I am just on a real down at the moment,so nothing he suggests will be right,but I get so tired of all the chopping and changing about the direction we are going in.
I really thought we had it sorted out the website,Abe,TradeMe,possibly Ebay,which we could do from home,and actually enjoy ourselves for once.Get to see the family occasionally,by going down to Auckland once in a while,although that might have been pushing it.We would get to see Nick and Rachel,then we would have to come home.To hell with my family,I get the impression they don't really count.It was a real struggle to get to see Scott and Emma last year,and there was no way we could stay down overnight.
Ignore me.I'm just having a bad day.