i left my soul in san francisco

[charlotesmetmes]

so i let my soul out to breathe
in the cleansing breezes from the bay
i found her hard to retrieve
now liberated my soul, said she wanted to stay.

we could be together she said
as, she pleaded for me to remain
theres so much more for us ahead
you dont need to get on that plane

rabid and foaming are my eyes
from all these thoughts running mad
if only i could cut all binding ties
then, perhaps i wouldnt be so sad

so much to think! so much to dream!
my life at home, filled with absolutely nothing!
no obligations
no reservations
but here! oh what a jubilation!

what should my choice be?
where should my body go?
remain where my soul bleeds?
yes, alas, i already know

it is necessary for me to leave
i regret to inform you my dear
a poor choice to you it may seem
that i cannot remain so near

please dont say goodbye to me
its not like you cant return
it will take some time for me to be
at peace and for my stomach to not churn

everytime you look out at the bay
unashamed i will cry for you from afar
and even with the pain it brings you do still choose to stay
know that i've left my heart open ajar

and where will you be if i shall return?
would you save me a seat on the muni to the pier,
as we recall the tales and lessons we should learn
together again, i shall walk without any fear.