Twosday ♦ Fears

Oct 26, 2010 09:07

A fear I've developed... is one of losing someone I love. I don't know, I guess we all just take life for granted. I know I do sometimes. But it's so fragile and precious. And then before you know it it's gone, or on the way out the door. I just... I might take awhile to warm up to people but once I do, I get very attached. It would kill me to lose my family, any of them. In fact I don't wanna talk about it anymore. It's freaking me out.

A fear I've overcome is worrying about what others think of me. Not of details about me, just... my character, like when my character as a person is attacked or questioned. Deep down I know I'm a good person. I know I always have the best intentions. I know I try to make myself a better person when I screw up. I learned when I was a kid that people can be easily influenced about who someone is and what kind of person they are without taking the time to get to know that person. And really any assumptions made about me through heresay or pure judgment are my own fault cause I take a long time to warm up to people on a really personal level. I realize this. And I'm not afraid of what people who don't know me think of me anymore.

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Mark Sampson
Original Character

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