May 05, 2010 18:23
Am I a lone wolf or a pack creature?
That is an interesting question. I am a hybrid of both I suppose. Growing up amongst humans, I was often ostracized for being different and that may have aided in learning to be alone yet the humans who gave me a home tried to teach me the importance of family which I took to heart. Family is one of the most important things to me. So to that degree I am a pack creature.
I lost sight of that when Samantha died, I became a true lone wolf. I withdrew into anger as I searched for my true family and allowed myself to believe I needed to be alone even though I held out some sort of hope to finding them. Part of me believed I had been sent to live with humans because I was too sick to be wanted by my blood family so it made me feel all the more alone. I know the truth now for the most part and understand finally.
I would not trade my family for anything in this world now that I am with them, I believe in the power of sticking together as a 'pack'. My family is my source of strength and I love my mom, my step-pops and my little sister. This includes my grandmother and grandfather though I never had the chance to meet them I would have been honored too. My family and my Coven are my 'pack' if you look at it from a wolf sense, so that makes me a pack creature above all.
Muse: Ambyr
Fandom: Underworld (Original Character)
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