Tuseday : Have an Audience or Be One?

Jan 12, 2010 18:19

Oh now you really know how to ask the hard questions. I've never been good at having people pay lots of attention to me. I was never comfortable with being noticed after that first week of... Well, I don't know what you call it. Being awake I guess. I hated having every cop who had been there looking at me with pity. I was in a hell of a lot of pain coupled with confusion because I couldn't tell up from down. I hate being watched mostly because of that.

I prefer watching people instead of being the one who is watched. It's more comfortable for me. So long as nothing bad is going on I can take all the time I want to really watch someone and get to learn something. I learn by watching others. Don't think I'm creepy or anything I just learn more from people than I do a book.

jdoesmith

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