random flashback. i dont give a shit
i was just thinking about my senior year of high school. in english we had to do our book talk thingy and when i got up to talk just what i thought would happen. people start snickering and saying shit beneath their breath. i didnt even want to do my presentation because i knew exactly that would happen. since everyone hated me for shit that didnt even concern them. i know its really stupid that im bringing up old shit or whatever but this is my live journal and it just happened to be on my mind. i always try not to let what people say about me bother me. and i think i have done a good job with that considering everyone hates me. i mean i do care sometimes and i cant help it as much as i dont want to care. i just dont understand why people are soo fucking mean when i have never done anything to them. i know i should just get over it but sometimes i just cant