I'm here... really.
I've been around, I just haven't been posting. I'm not sure why I've been so distant, but I've felt like I've needed to step back from everything and everyone and just focus on finding myself.
See, I felt like I was beginning to spiral down a path which was completely wrong for me. I realized that if I continued to let myself go there would be no turning back. It took a certain comment to open up my eyes. And honestly? I haven't been able to stop thinking about that comment since. So many times I've wanted to reply and explain myself, but I couldn't, and I still can't. I've wanted to sign on AIM, but I haven't for fear that talking to people will start me down that same road.
However, I think I'm ready to become social again. I miss some of the friendships I made around here, one in particular, and I wish I could erase time and go back to the way things used to be, but I can't. So hopefully I'll be forgiven anyway. And if not? Well, then I guess that's what I deserve.
My AIM name is Chrming Charlize, I'm about to sign on, so please IM me, I'd love to chat with anyone. :)
Charlize
See, I felt like I was beginning to spiral down a path which was completely wrong for me. I realized that if I continued to let myself go there would be no turning back. It took a certain comment to open up my eyes. And honestly? I haven't been able to stop thinking about that comment since. So many times I've wanted to reply and explain myself, but I couldn't, and I still can't. I've wanted to sign on AIM, but I haven't for fear that talking to people will start me down that same road.
However, I think I'm ready to become social again. I miss some of the friendships I made around here, one in particular, and I wish I could erase time and go back to the way things used to be, but I can't. So hopefully I'll be forgiven anyway. And if not? Well, then I guess that's what I deserve.
My AIM name is Chrming Charlize, I'm about to sign on, so please IM me, I'd love to chat with anyone. :)
Charlize