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Called to love.
Why would love equal pain? Every time you love-expect pain. It's a fact of life. Love requires pain because of growth, every type of growth wil need some pain to get you to the finished product.
I've learned over the past while and a half that everything that i love will end up hurting me. <.> (period)
I've learned the more important lesson: that my love and others love is the only reason for me to live. If I don't have it, then there's no point in the pain that I'll recieve in my daily life. All the pain that I would normally feel is pointless. How useless is it for me to feel pain and not grow from it? Am I really "growing" when I revert into myself when I get hurt? If I'm growing-where am I growing to? Growing to myself? yay.
If I have to endure pain every time that I love-so be it. The more I've loved, the more I've lived.
Trully something to get out of your comp chair and scream about-jump around the room and take a walk- get some fresh air.
Let's go live.
Charles