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I'm kinda tired. Thursday night game. No school today thankfully, i probably would have shot myself. I have the unquenchable urge to "destroy something beautiful." That'll make something more beuatiful come to pass, right? Keeping the balance? Heh, since when did anything balance out in your life? won't be able to move from my house for the next few days. I just hope that I get some/ most of my book done, even though it would be impossible to get done all that i want to with my book in a day/weekend. Wednesday was a pisser-just what I needed. Everything worked out beautifully. thank God. I came to some more realizations-like whenever I'm in Robert's or Alan's presence, I ALWAYS leave with something that I didn't have when I came in. I love them. I have so many people like that in my life. I'm thankful for all of them. True friends. Stoner, Rodney, Mr. S Josh, Josh, Dave, Phil, Chase, JM, John, Holla, Camel, Travis, Nowosiwski, Kelli, D, JToney, Blaine, Log, Darell, Garrett. Jaime. I apologize if you're not on this list, talk to me about it. I'd be more than happy to add you.
God's moving. Thank...God....
Someone released to the public this week something that I didn't want to be widely-known... pretty much ever. But I talked to God, and it's apparently time. Well, I guess I'm ready, otherwise He wouldn't have made it happen. Already people were asking me about it. I kinda freaked when the first person asked me about it. I've gotta call her up and apologize about it. If you'd like to know what it is, just call me up. If you don't have my number then just ask somebody who does, cause I ain't gonna post it. heh. Smarter than the stalkers.
Call me.
Charlie