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I talked to Aunt Di a few more times, and she's pretty set on my coming to Seattle. She asked me if mom would have a problem if she sent me a plane ticket. But I just really don't know what to do. This summer is out of the question. I need time to get myself back together, and be around people that know me, and just chill for a while. But, maybe I could go to Seattle next year and look for modeling contracts instead of California? I just don't know. For some reason, I reall really feel like if I dont' go to Cali I'm going to be missing out on something, and that it would be really stupid not to go. But Seattle is closer, and I will be with people I know, and who knows, maybe I could find something there. Plus I have to go back to school sometime....I could just go there for two years. But by then I'll be 21, and that's just scary. If I was doing anything else, it would be perfect, but you have to be careful with modeling, how old you are, especially when you're first starting. SO I just have no idea, and I haven't even brought it up with mom yet, cuz I have no idea which I want to do. Advice would definately be appreciated :/