what to do?
Isn't it the most frustrating, the most sickening feeling to know you have friends and family who care about you and yet still feel totally lonely? I never know what to do with myself because I feel as though I'm acting selfishly by thinking that. Oh well...what to do?
Renée came home last night and called me this afternoon...it was a nice surprise and hopefully we can get together sometime this week seeing as how I haven't seen her in practically a month.
I'm kinda getting worried about MExico cuz I feel like Lil's never going to want to hang out with me and I love that girl to death but sometimes I feel like she's totally in another world and I will never ever be able to get to her. She calls me her best friend and yet I somehow can't get over the feeling that she says that only because she feels she has to.
I want to have an awesome time with her there but I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens. Her prom is next week and I'm so excited for her, I hope she has a great time like I did last year. Hopefully (looking at my past entries lol) she won't make the same mistake I did.
Renée came home last night and called me this afternoon...it was a nice surprise and hopefully we can get together sometime this week seeing as how I haven't seen her in practically a month.
I'm kinda getting worried about MExico cuz I feel like Lil's never going to want to hang out with me and I love that girl to death but sometimes I feel like she's totally in another world and I will never ever be able to get to her. She calls me her best friend and yet I somehow can't get over the feeling that she says that only because she feels she has to.
I want to have an awesome time with her there but I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens. Her prom is next week and I'm so excited for her, I hope she has a great time like I did last year. Hopefully (looking at my past entries lol) she won't make the same mistake I did.