It's almost summer!
I am just going to let everyone know if you are a negative person I do not want you in my life. I am trying to better myself and my situation. Yes life may suck. Yes people may shit on you, but you have the power to change all that. It's called personal responbility. It's kinda bittersweet seeing as how you have the power to change what you wish, but it's also scary believing you have that much power, but you do. You have the power to make all your dreams come to if you are just willing to work for it. Nothing in life comes easy plain and simple. On the other hand nothing in life is that complicated. I wish everyone understood the law of attaction. I don't even really understand, but I believe it's there. I do not want negative people, situations or things in my life. I am trying to become a more postive person and if you don't like than I am sorry. I need to do this for myself. I only hope you can find happiness in something for you. Life is truly amazing and I hope no one takes it for granted because you truly only do life once. Don't worry about tomorrow or yesterday. Live for today. Everything changes constantly which is nice and scary. You change, I change, your dog changes, your day changes. In one of my training sessions for mary kay, a director made us take out our compacts and look at ourselves. We had to point a finger at the mirror and say you are the problem then say but you are also the solution. It is SO true. You don't like the way you're life is going CHANGE IT. Take some action. You don't like the way you act around certain people find a better influence to hang out with. It's hard not to believe everyone is out to get you, but they truly aren't. I believe people are good by nature. I think they just end of getting caught up in the bad stuff. Cherish everyone in your life. I do not do this enough because some day they may not be there. Don't live with regrets. LIVE AND LET LIVE.
Maybe I am in a preaching mood, but these are my feelings. I want something out of life. I want to go somewhere and make something of myself. This definition is different for everyone, but just please live your life. Don't get caught up in what everyone else is doing or wants you to do or thinks you should be doing. You have to worry about yourself. This may be called selfish, but I call it self care. If you aren't there to take of yourself, no one else will. Take some you time. That is okay. Take a vacation. or just sit home relaxing watching your favorite movie. Talk to someone you miss or feel like you want to talk to. There is so much more to life than what we make of it. I am utterly astounded at the people that are in my life. They make me understand different situations when my own knowledge was limited. Listen to people because honestly they have some pretty damn cool things to say. You can wale around saying you don't give a fuck, but you do. Everyone cares whether it's caring about not caring. It's okay to give a damn and have a passion.
I guess I am just loving life right now. Thank you for taking the time to read this and being a part of my life.
Goodnight,
Charlie