Oct 24, 2005 16:51
hey everyone... well today was a really bad day. i dunno why... nothing bad happend, i guess i just didnt feel as...happy? its weird i guess. maybe the lack of sleep is doing something to my mood, so if i seem crabby its not you its me lol :)
i had a good time last night with my bf. we hung out until 4am...oops :) oh well i didnt have class until 2:00pm today and let me tell you, i took up every second of that time to sleep. I have alot of unanswered questions that have been going on in my mind. maybe you guys can help me out with them?
1) why is it that when things seem almost perfect you still feel as if something is wrong in your life?
2) why is it so scary to never know what the other person is REALLY thinking ( good or bad )
3) when will you realize that you have to get over yourself and be thankful for what you have been blessed with?
sorry... usually my entry's arent that horribly sad and depressing.. oh well lol I am happy though. even if it doesnt seem like it. I think the only unhappy time is my life is the time where I think a little too much :) im out... leave me some love