Mar 24, 2007 10:12
good morning.
i am in salmo. drinking coffee.
heated by a wood fire. smelling fresh apple crisp. yelling to my mom and sister to STOP YELLING. because this house echos like crazy and when somebody even speaks normally the whole house wakes up (as I did, at 9 am - which isn't so bad, actually..i just missed yelling, "SHUTUUUUUUUUP!!!!!"). I slept in my old bed and jesus! I used to sleep on a mattress as firm as mark wahlbergs muscles in his latest movie. My back is killing me right now.
in six hours i'm going to a funeral that i have yet to prepare myself mentally for. this is going to be one of the hardest days of my life so far, i think. everyone is in town, i'm seeing people i haven't seen since i graduated - as i saw some last night. it was exciting, and hilarious...but then your brain doesnt know how to deal with happiness and sadness all at once. and this trip is so rushed i might have an explosion of the brain insides.