another day
200 cals today so far. hopefully that will do me until dinner. it's dangerous to leave me alone in this dorm room. it's also impossible to keep track of calories when eating nasty college cafeteria food. okay, the food actually doesn't taste that bad. but its bad for you.
i've decided to stop smoking weed. at least when when i'm just sitting around the room watching tv with my roommate. it always leads me to snack uncontrollably....and then purge.
i still can't figure out why i'm such a homebody when i'm at school. i never want to go out and do anything anymore. its wierd because im not that kind of person at all really. when i was in high school i was always out, and when i'm home visiting i'm rarely actually at my house. i dont know whats wrong with me. i'm not feeling super depressed right now, i just don't want to go out. maybe it's because i've only met a very few people that i actually like and would choose to hang out with all the time. but then how am i going to meet more people if i don't get my ass out of this dorm room. i can't believe i'm even asking these sort of questions, i'm NOT someone who usually has difficulty with this sort of things...
maybe i need to go home. i love this city though...
i'm thinking of studying abroad for a semester next year. anyone have any experience with this?
i've decided to stop smoking weed. at least when when i'm just sitting around the room watching tv with my roommate. it always leads me to snack uncontrollably....and then purge.
i still can't figure out why i'm such a homebody when i'm at school. i never want to go out and do anything anymore. its wierd because im not that kind of person at all really. when i was in high school i was always out, and when i'm home visiting i'm rarely actually at my house. i dont know whats wrong with me. i'm not feeling super depressed right now, i just don't want to go out. maybe it's because i've only met a very few people that i actually like and would choose to hang out with all the time. but then how am i going to meet more people if i don't get my ass out of this dorm room. i can't believe i'm even asking these sort of questions, i'm NOT someone who usually has difficulty with this sort of things...
maybe i need to go home. i love this city though...
i'm thinking of studying abroad for a semester next year. anyone have any experience with this?