okay...
so i definitely haven't been updating as often as i said i would.
only purged once this past week i think...i was on spring break. i was too happy and busy to binge/let my eating habits get me down. not to mention i've got sore spots all over my tongue from purging. and my teeth kind of hurt....but i guess that could also be related to the poking and prodding of the dentist. my actual dentist wasn't there, so i just got a cleaning and then left. i guess this is a good thing, i always worry about the dentist calling me out.
i guess i could tell you that now that i'm back from break i'm committed to getting myself back in the swing of restricting and putting an end to the vicious b/p cycle i've gotten myself into; but then i'd probably be lying. i'm always making promises to myself that i know i can't keep. i really want to try though, bulimia is such an ironic disease. i don't want it anymore. i miss my man.
-LC
only purged once this past week i think...i was on spring break. i was too happy and busy to binge/let my eating habits get me down. not to mention i've got sore spots all over my tongue from purging. and my teeth kind of hurt....but i guess that could also be related to the poking and prodding of the dentist. my actual dentist wasn't there, so i just got a cleaning and then left. i guess this is a good thing, i always worry about the dentist calling me out.
i guess i could tell you that now that i'm back from break i'm committed to getting myself back in the swing of restricting and putting an end to the vicious b/p cycle i've gotten myself into; but then i'd probably be lying. i'm always making promises to myself that i know i can't keep. i really want to try though, bulimia is such an ironic disease. i don't want it anymore. i miss my man.
-LC