Jan 22, 2009 21:48
Lately I have had the urge to take on many projects. I don’t know where this surge comes from, but I find that I can’t focus on any particular project. It’s that reason that I have so many different sites.
The problem is, I will have an urge to take on a project, then my focus will shift to a different project. Here are some examples..
1) Revisit my coding in C (not C++)
2) Focus my attention to social networks (bright kite, twitter…etc)
3) Write more in the many blogs I have
4) Record mixes and listen to more music
5) Read more books
6) Learn more Linux / Bash shell stuff
The list does go on. This is where the A.D.D. part comes in. I am unable to focus on a project for more than a day or so. It is rather disturbing to me because I would like to actually finish something. It’s as if I am spreading myself very thin. There are so many things I want to do though. I can never find myself sticking to one.
It’s really weird for me to talk about this because I never actually acknowledged this until I saw the pattern repeating. The sad part is, I didn’t recognize it until lately and actively tracked it.
I don’t know if it’s a good thing, but I do know it exists. I guess I will live with it for now, but I just need to know how to channel this energy I have between all the projects.