May 21, 2014 21:15
Warning: Genderbender!AU
Pairing: Jongdae/?, Jongdae/JungKook, Baekhyun/Joonmyun
Rating: (Mentions of sex?)
Summary: Jongdae could not believe her eyes when she saw that her neighbor Baekhyun was indeed in the same support group as her, as well as Joonmyun the local news anchorwoman.
Episode I |
Jongdae knows she must be crazy, looking at the screen for so long. She is obviously scared. What would her husband say if he discovered what she was about to search on google. What a ridiculous thought, JungKook had his own computer and he never even liked using hers, it was super old, slow and also had too much things on the desktop.
It was all about being a busy mom with two kids, ok? she just needed things and everything else in the same space. 'But why don't you just put it in different folders?' 'Because i can find myself in my own mess, thank you very much'. She just had to take a deep breath and do it.
I am a married woman and i'm ... - No, no no I don't know if I am or not.
I am a married woman and I fantasize about ... - Ok no, i need something that can give me feedback not magazine articles.
I am a married woman and i like other women - There i wrote it.
Looking at what she wrote, she can only think of how long it had took her to do this. This simple thing, like searching for people like her.
Not that she considered herself different from other regular mom's. She was happily married with a wonderful husband, had two amazing children, her family was fairly normal, well maybe except for her aunt, but she had a part-time job, helped in school fairs and all other events where society demanded her, and she liked it. But when she was alone, all to herself, the same thought came to her mind, over and over again. She fantasized about women, she liked to think about fucking women. She stopped counting how much she would imagine her husband being a woman even. He excited her, but only to some extend, after a while she could only get off thinking of it. She would look at her neighbors with more than a respectful look, just because she found her neighbor Hyorin legs amazing and she would like to grab them while she ate her out. Not that she knew anything about eating out anyone, but the things she liked her husband to do to her would be what she imagined doing to others.
It was so ridiculous she let it get to this point, she thought countless of times in seeking for help, but deep down she always knew she didn't have a problem. She even thought of proposing a three way, but a dinner at Himchan and Daesung's house proved it to be a terrible idea, even before she could open her mouth. JungKook had reacted so badly when he knew that the other couple had brought a random girl to play for an anniversary night that he almost fled the house without finishing dinner. Only recently did he return there for dinners,but for a while it had only been Jongdae. He wasn't even a religious man or a prejudiced one, so she could only assume that he truly considered marriage to be something sacred and all that.
The thing is, she didn't want to experiment and betray him, but she wanted to learn how to deal with it and possibly meet someone like her, but in order to do that she would have to search for help. She was aiming for remaining anonymous for a while, and what better way to get some answers and not compromise? Google.
Search
A/N: this idea came to me after i discovered a person in my home town that was married but also had female lovers. i decided to search more about it. Rarely is ever heard of but it's so so common, and people just never consider this. PLEASE SOMEONE WRITE THIS, PLEASE TT_TT I BEG YOU ALL.
joonmyun,
someone needs to write this,
someone write this tt_tt,
genderbender,
prompt,
sex,
drabble/prompt,
ilikepussy!au,
jongdae,
baekhyun,
unbetaed,
can someone write this please ttt_ttt