This show was the highlight of my year, it kept me happy, but now that its over life sucks again, but ill do another one. But for right now, this is the best part of my year.....
*the first time you told me you liked a certain person wilupleshutup: may i ask who this person is? wilupleshutup: ????? wilupleshutup: :-X YOStep91: u already know wilupleshutup: ********* YOStep91: i feel ashamed wilupleshutup: wtf? YOStep91: y do i feel ashamed YOStep91: ? YOStep91: i really dont know YOStep91: i dont want anyone to know u dont even like the fact of u knowing wilupleshutup: because in all of your life youve made yourself not like someone. and now you still like her. dont be ashamed. and thats all im saying YOStep91: but i think i know one reason YOStep91: cause so many other guys like her wilupleshutup: maybe YOStep91: its not a maybe its true wilupleshutup: wtf do you want her to do? kiss your feet? shes a woman. your a man. its not stupid. i wouldnt be half the person i was now if i dont go through different things. how are you suppose to grow if you dont have any experiance w/ heart break or love. how are you going to know the feeling? would you be able to feel? you like her for the most important things. how do you think she feels when other guys look at her ass and say.." thats is! im in love" shes a person too. dont be fucking ashamed because you have true feelings. dont give me that shit wilupleshutup: see? now i feel bad YOStep91: i needed to hear that YOStep91: thank u
*when we used to play games YOStep91: lets play a game wilupleshutup: uh oh=-O wilupleshutup: ok wilupleshutup: what game? YOStep91: a game called trading facts wilupleshutup: that.... wilupleshutup: is exciting YOStep91: u tell me something i want to know YOStep91: i tell u something u want to know wilupleshutup: ok
*when you told me about our horrible birthday months YOStep91: hi xTouchablexSoul: hey YOStep91: how ya been? xTouchablexSoul: ive been good...you? YOStep91: im fine YOStep91: anything i can help u with? xTouchablexSoul: nothing today....you? YOStep91: nope YOStep91: but the worst month in the world is coming up xTouchablexSoul: feb?...our bday months? YOStep91: yep YOStep91: i really dont like feburary
i have a stange feeling im might be boring you. but i want you to remember...i AM the same person. Im still the shelby crutcher you met on the first day of 7th grade...just not as crazy...and weird...or hyper.
Im still the one that dared you to freak dance in Grease. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE CREDIT FOR THAT.
Im still one of the people that helped you out of your negative stage.
Im still the first person you said i love you to...even though you probably regret it.
But im going to say it to you. because i will NEVER regret it.
I LOVE YOU COLIN GILLIARD. and if you ever forget it i will have to leave an even longer comment explaining why i love you.
jesus my hand hurts.
and again i love you and am going to miss you more than words would ever be able to explain.
*the first time you told me you liked a certain person
wilupleshutup: may i ask who this person is?
wilupleshutup: ?????
wilupleshutup: :-X
YOStep91: u already know
wilupleshutup: *********
YOStep91: i feel ashamed
wilupleshutup: wtf?
YOStep91: y do i feel ashamed
YOStep91: ?
YOStep91: i really dont know
YOStep91: i dont want anyone to know u dont even like the fact of u knowing
wilupleshutup: because in all of your life youve made yourself not like someone. and now you still like her. dont be ashamed. and thats all im saying
YOStep91: but i think i know one reason
YOStep91: cause so many other guys like her
wilupleshutup: maybe
YOStep91: its not a maybe its true
wilupleshutup: wtf do you want her to do? kiss your feet? shes a woman. your a man. its not stupid. i wouldnt be half the person i was now if i dont go through different things. how are you suppose to grow if you dont have any experiance w/ heart break or love. how are you going to know the feeling? would you be able to feel? you like her for the most important things. how do you think she feels when other guys look at her ass and say.." thats is! im in love" shes a person too. dont be fucking ashamed because you have true feelings. dont give me that shit
wilupleshutup: see? now i feel bad
YOStep91: i needed to hear that
YOStep91: thank u
*when we used to play games
YOStep91: lets play a game
wilupleshutup: uh oh=-O
wilupleshutup: ok
wilupleshutup: what game?
YOStep91: a game called trading facts
wilupleshutup: that....
wilupleshutup: is exciting
YOStep91: u tell me something i want to know
YOStep91: i tell u something u want to know
wilupleshutup: ok
*when you told me about our horrible birthday months
YOStep91: hi
xTouchablexSoul: hey
YOStep91: how ya been?
xTouchablexSoul: ive been good...you?
YOStep91: im fine
YOStep91: anything i can help u with?
xTouchablexSoul: nothing today....you?
YOStep91: nope
YOStep91: but the worst month in the world is coming up
xTouchablexSoul: feb?...our bday months?
YOStep91: yep
YOStep91: i really dont like feburary
i have a stange feeling im might be boring you.
but i want you to remember...i AM the same person.
Im still the shelby crutcher you met on the first day of 7th grade...just not as crazy...and weird...or hyper.
Im still the one that dared you to freak dance in Grease. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE CREDIT FOR THAT.
Im still one of the people that helped you out of your negative stage.
Im still the first person you said i love you to...even though you probably regret it.
But im going to say it to you. because i will NEVER regret it.
I LOVE YOU COLIN GILLIARD. and if you ever forget it i will have to leave an even longer comment explaining why i love you.
jesus my hand hurts.
and again i love you and am going to miss you more than words would ever be able to explain.
-Shelby
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