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The only place that doesn't hurt is the world that you make up.
~Ally Mcbeal
I'm not entirely sure if those were the exact words but its the gist that counts, right?
For some time I lived by that quote. And one tearful Sunday it no longer held a promise and comfort it used to satiate me.
True, when you need to escape whatever your reality has subjected to, there is always that dreamland you can transport yourself. Your happy place. It can be whatever you want it to be, you are the writer, director and actor. You call the shots.
However, the moment you step out of that world, you are faced once again of the things you were hiding from. The spell is broken, time to face once again the music. Despite the respite that made up world offered there are times when maybe its best having stuck and braved through whatever you are going through. Cause the thing is as much as comfort the fantasy world offers, once you really analyze it and you are jolted, dreamland hurts more.
In it lies, your hopes, your dreams, your what ifs. But that's all they are, hopes and maybes and not-gonna-happens. Human as we are, we still get zone out to it, we scrape off whatever we can. Human as we are we hope and ultimately want/need to be happy and if that only happens in the our made up world we'll take it.
~Ally Mcbeal
I'm not entirely sure if those were the exact words but its the gist that counts, right?
For some time I lived by that quote. And one tearful Sunday it no longer held a promise and comfort it used to satiate me.
True, when you need to escape whatever your reality has subjected to, there is always that dreamland you can transport yourself. Your happy place. It can be whatever you want it to be, you are the writer, director and actor. You call the shots.
However, the moment you step out of that world, you are faced once again of the things you were hiding from. The spell is broken, time to face once again the music. Despite the respite that made up world offered there are times when maybe its best having stuck and braved through whatever you are going through. Cause the thing is as much as comfort the fantasy world offers, once you really analyze it and you are jolted, dreamland hurts more.
In it lies, your hopes, your dreams, your what ifs. But that's all they are, hopes and maybes and not-gonna-happens. Human as we are, we still get zone out to it, we scrape off whatever we can. Human as we are we hope and ultimately want/need to be happy and if that only happens in the our made up world we'll take it.