Sep 06, 2004 22:38
Ever feel that despite your efforts people forget about how much you have done and you end up being shoved away as usual?
To be perfectly honest at the moment I am starting to think that without me..Jonesy would have never gone to cduk and neither would Katy and none of this would have happened...what thanks do I get? At the end of the day..its not my fault I got annoyed that u 2 kept going on about spending a whole hour with mcfly, but if you had bothered to put yourself in my shoes then you would have figured how much it hurt.
Then to see Katy walking towards us with P pass on again I just wanted to cry...I didn't have a picture with Dougie and Jenny knew how fucking upset it got me and she still goes and invites Katy in...I was nearly in tears when we were by the river, dunno whether Gemma picked up on it, but I was...its stupid little things I know...but I was the one who suggested the first ever cduk trip, I was the one that noticed the busted competition on the cduk site which then meant that Jenny got the P passes...if it wasn't for me would any of this happened??
And this isn't a dig at either of them...I'm just letting them know how I feel I suppose? I know I'm gonna get shouted at but...thats the way of the world sumtimes isn't it?