My Life So Far....
Well where do i start?
More than a month i decided that my life was going nowhere living with my parents, stuck in a crappy town and attending a rather shit univercity and jobless, but the upside was i was with my dad and brother and i had a car that me and my brother used to go out in and race (down the motorways and in the safest manor)
At the same time i was browsing the internet with a friend and we found
kerriko on Vampire freaks.com and i took a look at his pictures and found that i grew fond of him and added him on myspace and on MSN, we got talking (well not talking as much as throw him off by telling him how attractive and sexy he looked) at the same time my friend liked him also. but i knew that my mate would throw him off a bit so when the time came i got talking a lot more with him.
It was nice that i met someone older than me and who was as good looking as he was, and to be honest i did wonder if i actually have a chance with
kerriko but it got to a point when my grandparents brought me a new laptop i had a built in webcam and audio microphone, so we talked on MSN and used the webcams to see what we both looked like before we met up on the 17th January 2008.
So i went into london to meet
kerriko feeling rather nervious and turning up an hour late, not knowing what was going to happen. but it was a nice experience when i saw him he looked amazing and still dose, when he asked me out my heart kinda leaped out of my body and i was like YES!!!!! LOL
So after spending the day i ended up staying the weekend and when i went home i got a massive bolloking off my parents more my mum than my dad but thats what happoens you know the usual, but when i got in they made me remove my 3 lip piercings and shut me in the kitchen for the evening so when
kerriko heard this he told me to pack my things and head to see him and i was both worried and exited, worried that id upset my dad and exited because i was going to leave my mother at the same time.
But i have to admit moving here with him is really amazing hes looked after me a hell of a lot. i have to admit ive made him mad at times and im sorry for it but on the whole i\m so happy to be with the one i adore so much and to be away from my mum. it dose sound like a fairytale. i know but i like this one i like.
I've also met his friend which seem a lot more nicer than the friends i had back home, i have to admit ive left a lot behind in the hope of making my future better, all im annoyed about is trying to get employment, im so unemployable its unreal. but ive found someone who cares for me as much as i care for them and i couldnt be more happier. someone that respects me for who i am not for what i am or was.
Im just so grateful for everything hes ever done for me and it really dosent feel like we've been togethr for over a month feels like ive known him for a lot more. we both have had really shitty pasts and im hoping our futures will be better and more liveable.
I respect everything about him even the things ive had trouble in understanding and all i want him to be trualy happy and ill do anything to make him that happy even if it kills me. Im glad ive found someone whos into the same sort of things im into, like photography, and music style and even same frame of mind. Its also amazing going to gigs with him knowing im now going as a couple not as friends which believe me is amazing, its like moshing, headbanging and jumping around holding hands and the odd kissing here and there, its like yaaay.
i couldnt be more happier
I just got my hands trapped in the laptop so im thinking
kerriko liked what i had to say.
but i have to admit hes going through a rough time and i all i wanna do is chase away his monsters and fears and make him happier. hes such a kind soul and dosent deserve anything bad happening to him.
Im hoping he will get well soon and just im so proud of him that it makes my heart weep with joy.
yes, im being soppy but like i said hes such a lovely person that this bad shit dosent need to happon to him. as for me i was born a misery and i shall continue to be a misery just for him to feel happy.
More than a month i decided that my life was going nowhere living with my parents, stuck in a crappy town and attending a rather shit univercity and jobless, but the upside was i was with my dad and brother and i had a car that me and my brother used to go out in and race (down the motorways and in the safest manor)
At the same time i was browsing the internet with a friend and we found
kerriko on Vampire freaks.com and i took a look at his pictures and found that i grew fond of him and added him on myspace and on MSN, we got talking (well not talking as much as throw him off by telling him how attractive and sexy he looked) at the same time my friend liked him also. but i knew that my mate would throw him off a bit so when the time came i got talking a lot more with him.
It was nice that i met someone older than me and who was as good looking as he was, and to be honest i did wonder if i actually have a chance with
kerriko but it got to a point when my grandparents brought me a new laptop i had a built in webcam and audio microphone, so we talked on MSN and used the webcams to see what we both looked like before we met up on the 17th January 2008.
So i went into london to meet
kerriko feeling rather nervious and turning up an hour late, not knowing what was going to happen. but it was a nice experience when i saw him he looked amazing and still dose, when he asked me out my heart kinda leaped out of my body and i was like YES!!!!! LOL
So after spending the day i ended up staying the weekend and when i went home i got a massive bolloking off my parents more my mum than my dad but thats what happoens you know the usual, but when i got in they made me remove my 3 lip piercings and shut me in the kitchen for the evening so when
kerriko heard this he told me to pack my things and head to see him and i was both worried and exited, worried that id upset my dad and exited because i was going to leave my mother at the same time.
But i have to admit moving here with him is really amazing hes looked after me a hell of a lot. i have to admit ive made him mad at times and im sorry for it but on the whole i\m so happy to be with the one i adore so much and to be away from my mum. it dose sound like a fairytale. i know but i like this one i like.
I've also met his friend which seem a lot more nicer than the friends i had back home, i have to admit ive left a lot behind in the hope of making my future better, all im annoyed about is trying to get employment, im so unemployable its unreal. but ive found someone who cares for me as much as i care for them and i couldnt be more happier. someone that respects me for who i am not for what i am or was.
Im just so grateful for everything hes ever done for me and it really dosent feel like we've been togethr for over a month feels like ive known him for a lot more. we both have had really shitty pasts and im hoping our futures will be better and more liveable.
I respect everything about him even the things ive had trouble in understanding and all i want him to be trualy happy and ill do anything to make him that happy even if it kills me. Im glad ive found someone whos into the same sort of things im into, like photography, and music style and even same frame of mind. Its also amazing going to gigs with him knowing im now going as a couple not as friends which believe me is amazing, its like moshing, headbanging and jumping around holding hands and the odd kissing here and there, its like yaaay.
i couldnt be more happier
I just got my hands trapped in the laptop so im thinking
kerriko liked what i had to say.
but i have to admit hes going through a rough time and i all i wanna do is chase away his monsters and fears and make him happier. hes such a kind soul and dosent deserve anything bad happening to him.
Im hoping he will get well soon and just im so proud of him that it makes my heart weep with joy.
yes, im being soppy but like i said hes such a lovely person that this bad shit dosent need to happon to him. as for me i was born a misery and i shall continue to be a misery just for him to feel happy.