Reality's Hit me Now.........
Well me and Egan had a long discussion last nite bout a few things and lookin back on the convo, reality has hit me.....i'm one of these people because i've been hurt so much i just hoped for a fairytale ending and i thought egan could be that person to give it me.....but reality set and i realised that aint true he's not going to be the man i marry or have kids with......so why the hell did i set my mind for determination....why the hell did i think i could be with him forever well i dunno but sumat up in ere's rather twisted to think that..... :( Well i might aswell enjoy the time i have left with him.......cause you never no when things will end hey......i just spose i thought all these things because he's my first love and i'm honestly one of these people who believe you can ony truly love 1 person and for me it is him..... :D and i'm glad it was him......
Well like i say this world and the people in it will only break your heart....shit happens.
Well my mam's mate is getting married she's now 35 and she's been with her fiance for 20 years how amazzzin is that.....i just spose i wanted a fairytale ending like that but i can't tie egan down....cos i'm not like that if the relatioship ends it ends we move on.....well spose i'll leave it at that cya's all soon Kay and Raye miss u xXxXxxx
Well like i say this world and the people in it will only break your heart....shit happens.
Well my mam's mate is getting married she's now 35 and she's been with her fiance for 20 years how amazzzin is that.....i just spose i wanted a fairytale ending like that but i can't tie egan down....cos i'm not like that if the relatioship ends it ends we move on.....well spose i'll leave it at that cya's all soon Kay and Raye miss u xXxXxxx