It's Early and I'm Updating
So it's just after 8am, and not only am I awake, but I'm really awake. Meaning, it could be hard to fall back asleep. I just dropped Sara off at school and realized that life really is great. Jess had a great weekend, and even though we didn't spend the whole thing together, I'm glad she had fun.
Last night I became way overwhelmed because I still have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. There are so many options... I should just put them all into a hat and pull one out and run with it.
I feel stressed from not knowing my Glassmen music. I feel like THAT GUY that can't be trusted with a simple task of learning my music. I was bumped up a lot of spots to be on marimba this year. I need to prove to them that I deserve the spot. They cannot regret their decision. And yet, am I looking at my music now? I should be.
I have no money. I work two jobs. I don't even know how these two statements make sense together. And yet, right at this very moment, I feel great. I may not have any money, or life ambitions, and I just can't help but sit back and smile.
I want a bubble bath with candles.
The end.
Last night I became way overwhelmed because I still have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. There are so many options... I should just put them all into a hat and pull one out and run with it.
I feel stressed from not knowing my Glassmen music. I feel like THAT GUY that can't be trusted with a simple task of learning my music. I was bumped up a lot of spots to be on marimba this year. I need to prove to them that I deserve the spot. They cannot regret their decision. And yet, am I looking at my music now? I should be.
I have no money. I work two jobs. I don't even know how these two statements make sense together. And yet, right at this very moment, I feel great. I may not have any money, or life ambitions, and I just can't help but sit back and smile.
I want a bubble bath with candles.
The end.