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I have a job interview tomorrow that has me twisted and choked. It's so big, I don't quite know how to deal with it. I've chosen the outfit. Professional, warm, young and inspired. I've studied and prepped for three days. I know I have everything they are looking for. The only thing they may be unsure about is my age. My years of experience.
What I want to tell them is that despite my baby face, I am capable far beyond my years. I've been shocking people with the maturity and depth that comes out of my mouth since I was a child. It is something that I always hated and that people hated me for. But something, maybe the only thing, that I can pretend to be gifted with.
I am calling on the gods of self-confidence. Don't let my nerves get in the way of this. Let me connect with these people and step off this precipice I've perched on for a year. I need desperately to grow.
~fingers crossed.
What I want to tell them is that despite my baby face, I am capable far beyond my years. I've been shocking people with the maturity and depth that comes out of my mouth since I was a child. It is something that I always hated and that people hated me for. But something, maybe the only thing, that I can pretend to be gifted with.
I am calling on the gods of self-confidence. Don't let my nerves get in the way of this. Let me connect with these people and step off this precipice I've perched on for a year. I need desperately to grow.
~fingers crossed.