Apr 06, 2005 12:18
Well things are about to change. I am going to enlist. I am going to join up very soon. I would go to basic this summer. Then I would to my 18 week job training. I am scared. I dont want to leave my friends. More than likely I will join up for 2 or 3 years. More than likely I will have to spend some time in Iraq. I dont mind going to war. I just worry about those I love and care about. Any pain I could suffer in Iraq is nothing compared to the pain and suffering that those I leave behind.
I hate college. I am not going back next semister. This is something I want and have to do. I suppose I should get everything in order. But I will save that for another time. I love all my friends and I hope they understand my decision.