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Jul 07, 2005 13:34

So I guess my dad and my mom talked while my dad was up north and they decided without talking to me that I need a Psychologist. My dad talked to me yesterday about it. I talked to two Psychologists today who wanted to see if I was interested in them. They told me that they talked to me parents and were interested in talking to me ( Read more... )

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OH MY FUCKING GOD! silvermage July 7 2005, 21:49:14 UTC
I ask for a psychologist, over and over again. I tell people I need help, and that my problems arent working themselves out, over and over again. I tell people I have repressed anger issues with my Father, Mother, Step- Mother, Step- Sister, Sisters and at the world in general...over and over again. AND WHAT HAVE I TO SHOW FOR IT?!!!!! Parents who think my sister needs help when she doesnt even want it, without even a gentle offer of help for me. WHAT THE FUCK!??!!?!?!?!?!? DO I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING MYSELF? Being born the only male middle child is the shits man....

If you ask me Rio, I have a feeling that they are only concentrating their urgent need to talk to someone themselves on you. Dad needs help dealing with all the new changes in his life. Nastasja, Kids leaving off to college, possibly a move within the next 3-5 years. Work sucks, and he has nothing to help him Relax. Mom also is going through major changes in her life right now, which I KNOW she needs help dealing with. She called me on the verge of tears the other night while I was at the 4th celebration because she was all alone without anyone to talk to. She wouldnt even admit to me that she was crying before she called, which I know she was. HAS THE WHOLE WORLD GONE MAD? RIO needs counseling?
Rio has lots of friends and a strong support system shes created virtually on her own. She has connections in places I can only imagine, she has fun, and while she might somtimes be sad... who isnt? Shes doing better than me as far as school goes, albeit only slightly, and she seems happy for the most part.
I smoke pot, am doing so-so in school (just as I have for the majority of my life, and not because I have trouble in school save for that whole... work... aspect), put off parking tickets until they have large numbers on them (3 digits) consistantly look for a party to be at and have fun. Sometimes I see things that arent there when Im completely sober, and have been for weeks.
All I have to say about Katya is... you get the point if you know her.
Gretchin? Oh my fucking god. Talk about an electra complex, as well as showing signs of early stage Schitzophrenia just as I do, albeit very light signs, and nothing to worry about...yet.
But of course, Rio, it has to be YOU that is the focus. Want to know why? You arent 18 yet. Honestly I suggest going for the therapy simply to have some person to talk to. Who knows? Maybe someone can help you with your fear of crowds or "crowding". Unless of course you want to STAY in that fear... ~shrugs~ up to you. Id say therapy is a blessing, but since Im a psych major and think great things about it, I AM biased...

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Re: OH MY FUCKING GOD! charlessux July 7 2005, 23:35:16 UTC
you read my lj???????? yeah i agree!

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