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okay, i have this mystical power to attract bad news/suitors. it's quite amazing, really.
to start: creepy kid on msn. i don't need to say more, just leave it to your imagination.
ghetto kid1: asked me out today, was really REALLY nice and quiet and soooo... well, nice. but i had to decline. i mean, i felt so bad, but i just don't feel for him that way. it was kinda funny/scary when they called me over. they being the mob of ghetto kids. they all started hollerin at me, and doin hand motions at me, so eventually after a little bit, i came over. then talked to my suitor.
ghetto kid2: asked me out last week. not cool.
nice kid: asked me out on his birthday two fridays ago. i mean, because it's his birthday, do i hafta say yes? i thought not, so i declined. i'm such a bitch.
alrite, and there's more to my bizarre lovelife! i like this one guy in my grade kinda on and off, he's pretty stupid, but really nice and hot. rite, so i knew he liked me before, but nothin happened so i figured he wasn't gonna make a move. my friend, she's so nice and pretty and funny!, she thought the guy was mad-hot, and i told her that i would attempt settin her up with him. i mean, if i can't have him, why shouldn't she? tech rolls around. shit. i find out he likes me still. the other kid we were talking with asks me why i'd set hottie-mc-hot-hot up with my friend if i acutally like him myself. i told him basically cuz he didn't seem interested. and to that he replied that he moves slow, but it doesn't mean it's not mutual. SHIT. my friend was looking for me after school to ask me what happened with the hottie. i just kinda ignored her, and waved her aside, pretending-- wait, actually being preoccupied by other/the same stressful thought(s).
what do i do?
she prolly thinks that she has a good chance because i solely assured her. fuck. she'll prolly phone me tonite, asking what happened. i can hardly bear the thought of telling her. i mean, i'm such a horrible friend! i can't believe myself.
school is almost over. home, right now is my only sanctuary from the hellish life i lead at school. i need to get out of here. no matter where i go, my problems somehow come there.
to start: creepy kid on msn. i don't need to say more, just leave it to your imagination.
ghetto kid1: asked me out today, was really REALLY nice and quiet and soooo... well, nice. but i had to decline. i mean, i felt so bad, but i just don't feel for him that way. it was kinda funny/scary when they called me over. they being the mob of ghetto kids. they all started hollerin at me, and doin hand motions at me, so eventually after a little bit, i came over. then talked to my suitor.
ghetto kid2: asked me out last week. not cool.
nice kid: asked me out on his birthday two fridays ago. i mean, because it's his birthday, do i hafta say yes? i thought not, so i declined. i'm such a bitch.
alrite, and there's more to my bizarre lovelife! i like this one guy in my grade kinda on and off, he's pretty stupid, but really nice and hot. rite, so i knew he liked me before, but nothin happened so i figured he wasn't gonna make a move. my friend, she's so nice and pretty and funny!, she thought the guy was mad-hot, and i told her that i would attempt settin her up with him. i mean, if i can't have him, why shouldn't she? tech rolls around. shit. i find out he likes me still. the other kid we were talking with asks me why i'd set hottie-mc-hot-hot up with my friend if i acutally like him myself. i told him basically cuz he didn't seem interested. and to that he replied that he moves slow, but it doesn't mean it's not mutual. SHIT. my friend was looking for me after school to ask me what happened with the hottie. i just kinda ignored her, and waved her aside, pretending-- wait, actually being preoccupied by other/the same stressful thought(s).
what do i do?
she prolly thinks that she has a good chance because i solely assured her. fuck. she'll prolly phone me tonite, asking what happened. i can hardly bear the thought of telling her. i mean, i'm such a horrible friend! i can't believe myself.
school is almost over. home, right now is my only sanctuary from the hellish life i lead at school. i need to get out of here. no matter where i go, my problems somehow come there.