Sep 14, 2006 22:22
one. if someone im remotely attracted to that isnt my imediate friend approaches me for whatever reason, I tend to be short. as to "pretend" there is nothing there. Like "whatever i got more shit to do". not the case. but im not good at that kinda shit. Its way to hard for me to be like "yeah you're kinda like a holy moly on my list and i just want you to know that". so..
two. theres this thing i do when i dance at shows and im overwhelmed and dont know what else to do. where i put my hand(s) up to my collar bones/ little divit at base of throat and just push. and it kinda gets me hot? makes me feel good? engh? freak? but on the other hand i get freaked out when other people touch me there. but when i think about it i still get hot.
three. I dont wanna be alone tonight. not looking for realtions. just comfort. and cuteness. i wouldnt mind a little more. and i swear some people are pushing my buttons.
last. I get nervous when some one i would kiss gets close to me in playful ways. because hello i will kiss you/or more. but they dont know and i dont want to get punched.
k?