It is so close to my birthday I just puked a little bit into my mouth.
As my 20th birthday grows ever closer my failures are illuminated beyond any comfortable level.
My friend is 25 and served 3 years in Iraq as army infantry now he works at a military surplus store without an real education. Isn't there supposed to be something more than this?
I never really feel content because the idea that things could be better continuously haunts me.
DXM is starting to grow on me, the feeling of dissociation is beautiful.
I was thinking of leaving this place and helping impoverished children of foreign countries. I know it sounds kind of out of character for me, but I'm doing it for all the native ass. Actually I have no idea why I want to do this beyond the basic idea that I am not content currently and if I somehow change my environment I will be, I really doubt this will help but you never know until you try.
I might stop my drug use again considering I maybe could be doing something more productive, just maybe. Scratch that I will stop consuming intoxicants the day after my birthday considering I have to get zooted on my birthday.
I really need a insomnia drug that works, how the fuck am I going to get anything done if I'm never awake during the day?
Isn't this supposed to be the best the time of my life? If this is the high point of my life I really don't want to see the rest.
I'm not sure if I have anything more to say, but have I ever had anything to say?
P.S. I love Japanese censorship.
My friend is 25 and served 3 years in Iraq as army infantry now he works at a military surplus store without an real education. Isn't there supposed to be something more than this?
I never really feel content because the idea that things could be better continuously haunts me.
DXM is starting to grow on me, the feeling of dissociation is beautiful.
I was thinking of leaving this place and helping impoverished children of foreign countries. I know it sounds kind of out of character for me, but I'm doing it for all the native ass. Actually I have no idea why I want to do this beyond the basic idea that I am not content currently and if I somehow change my environment I will be, I really doubt this will help but you never know until you try.
I might stop my drug use again considering I maybe could be doing something more productive, just maybe. Scratch that I will stop consuming intoxicants the day after my birthday considering I have to get zooted on my birthday.
I really need a insomnia drug that works, how the fuck am I going to get anything done if I'm never awake during the day?
Isn't this supposed to be the best the time of my life? If this is the high point of my life I really don't want to see the rest.
I'm not sure if I have anything more to say, but have I ever had anything to say?
P.S. I love Japanese censorship.