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I'm a fucking idiot. Today I woke up to Nate calling me at 10:21. At 11:30 I smoked a gram of opium. Drove to the Brookfield park. Struggled skating. Drove to this spot in Waukesha. Felt like I was dying. Then went to the Waukesha park. Did some other stuff. I smoked a bowl tonight. Pretty sure my parents smelled it on me when I came home. I'm probably gonna get in deep shit. I'm a fucking idiot. No more smoking. PERIOD. I went for 11 months without smoking, and then I just randomly buy a pipe and smoke. Jeez. No more smoking anything.