I hate this, I hate this, I hate every fucking thing about this

[charles_filipp]

The battle is raging far too frequently lately; it feels like there's a demon in my flesh, burning red-hot against my veins and driving me into frenzies of rage.

I need to get the fuck out of this hellhole, I need to see a familiar face, I need to go HOME before I snap- but I have no way to do it and I know that I don't have long.