Josh, I think the people who read this that didn't know us the summer we met are pretty unlucky. They don't get to relive every moment the way I do. Justin & Michele are an exception just because they were right there with us. It's hard for me to say, but if this had never happened I wouldn't have expected the same ending to that story. I don't think anyone would expect it. That's the thing though, it did happen. It really happened to us but it won't hit me until I'm standing in my driveway with you Tuesday night. Not the night before, not when I'm waiting for you. Just when I'm standing right there with you and we're together. When I get to look at you and know all this waiting we've done is over. That I'm yours and you're mine, we're so in love and we have each other infinitely. I used to think I was mad at myself for letting us go on that year or so without talking. I thought I was angry that I didn't just tell you how much I hated it and didn't want to move on from you and that summer, just pretended to get over you anyway because it seemed like what you wanted. Now, I wonder if anything had happened differently, if I would be sitting here writing this. Everythings played out perfectly for us eventually. So all that time we weren't together, it really sucked, but it was so absolutely worth it to be with you today. I love you so much <3
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