hmmmm
well let me tell you about yesterday.
yesterday was definately the worst day of my life. erin was mad at me, my parents were mad, my dad punched a hole in a door becuase of it.
well the past few weeks have been horrible with me and erin. she hasnt told me she loved or anything, and the other day she actually told me that she hated me. well last night we sat down and finally decided to try and work things out. so i called her and i told her to forget everything that had happened and i would be everything that she wanted me to be. then i asked her to forgive me and be my girlfriend again and she said i just really dont know i would rather not make that decision tonight i want to wait and think about it, and at about 9:05 she said well ill think about it but right now im going to bed, so i let her go.
about 30 minutes later i picked up the phone to call her one last time and tell her goodnight and that i loved her, and the phone rang and i picked it up and it was erin. and i asked her why she called me back. she said that she had something to tell me. she told me that she missed me. and that she couldnt go on missing me everyday for the rest of her life. of course i cried, but then it got quiet and she said Baby I LOVE YOU. and i cried more and i told her i loved her too. and then she did the most unexpected thing, she asked me to be her Boyfriend, and of course i said yes. it was the most amazing feeling to be wanted by her again.
well thats the story of yesterday, but this is for erin.
Erin i love you more than words could ever say. i know that this summer will be rough at times but i want to work at it with you becuase you mean more to me than anyone ever has. without you i was truly nothing but now that i have you i have everything i could ever need. when i hold you in my arms the world stops and it takes everything in me to let you go. i never thought that i would find the one for me this early, but im glad that its you. i want to be the one that wakes up beside you every morning and to fall asleep next to you everynight. i want to wake up in the middle of the night and be able to hug up close to you. i want you every day for the rest of our lives. and i have a suprise coming up for you but i cant tell you what it is. i love you and i want you to enjoy your summer. i cant wait to be with you again. im going to hold you and never let you go. I LOVE YOU.
-joshua charles stanley
yesterday was definately the worst day of my life. erin was mad at me, my parents were mad, my dad punched a hole in a door becuase of it.
well the past few weeks have been horrible with me and erin. she hasnt told me she loved or anything, and the other day she actually told me that she hated me. well last night we sat down and finally decided to try and work things out. so i called her and i told her to forget everything that had happened and i would be everything that she wanted me to be. then i asked her to forgive me and be my girlfriend again and she said i just really dont know i would rather not make that decision tonight i want to wait and think about it, and at about 9:05 she said well ill think about it but right now im going to bed, so i let her go.
about 30 minutes later i picked up the phone to call her one last time and tell her goodnight and that i loved her, and the phone rang and i picked it up and it was erin. and i asked her why she called me back. she said that she had something to tell me. she told me that she missed me. and that she couldnt go on missing me everyday for the rest of her life. of course i cried, but then it got quiet and she said Baby I LOVE YOU. and i cried more and i told her i loved her too. and then she did the most unexpected thing, she asked me to be her Boyfriend, and of course i said yes. it was the most amazing feeling to be wanted by her again.
well thats the story of yesterday, but this is for erin.
Erin i love you more than words could ever say. i know that this summer will be rough at times but i want to work at it with you becuase you mean more to me than anyone ever has. without you i was truly nothing but now that i have you i have everything i could ever need. when i hold you in my arms the world stops and it takes everything in me to let you go. i never thought that i would find the one for me this early, but im glad that its you. i want to be the one that wakes up beside you every morning and to fall asleep next to you everynight. i want to wake up in the middle of the night and be able to hug up close to you. i want you every day for the rest of our lives. and i have a suprise coming up for you but i cant tell you what it is. i love you and i want you to enjoy your summer. i cant wait to be with you again. im going to hold you and never let you go. I LOVE YOU.
-joshua charles stanley