Oct 01, 2008 12:14
So I did a Google search of my screen name: Charlenegod...and lo and behold, it turned up my lj entries. Fantastic. I was amazed to see my whole private world become public for all the world to see. (Well, at least anyone who has Google'd my screen name. And let's face it...we've all Google'd someone's full name or user name at some point or another). My old entries wreaked of depression, despair, my hatred towards men, and more despair. Awesome. Truly Awesome. It makes me wonder if those jack asses I've dated in the past had stumbled upon said lj and drew the conclusion that I was a complete psycho. Even more wonderful. But, ahhh...who cares if they did or they didn't. They were all assholes anyways. (oops, there I go again!)
At any rate, I tried my best to place several of "those" type of entries to PRIVATE. Man, what a pain in the ass this has been. I should've thought of that years ago. I am now realizing what an idiot I really and truly am. Anybody had access to read my most private/vulnerable entries for the past 3-4 years. My inner most thoughts all laid out for the internet world to read, point, and laugh. Fabulous. Of course, now I know how to place future entries on PRIVATE, which I will certainly be doing. But not first without placing this one on PUBLIC. (I still need to go back a few years and PRIVATE more stuff. Ugh)
So, if you're someone who is trying to scope me out...and are expecting to read my journal...well, I got news for you, buddy! My brain finally caught up with my thoughts. Haha! Take that, asshole!