Mar 12, 2007 00:59
i hate myself when i read what i write on here....but here i go again
i need closure
and the sad thing is...im not opposed to a goodbye hook up...but in all honesty...i think i need it
im so damn confused on my future right now
lets weigh the options for next year:
but first, i dont know what i want my major to be anymore...math, stats, actuarial science, accounting, business, or finance.
im failing calculus...so im sort of screwed and i think being an actuary would be too hard and too much work which makes me want to reconsider my whole career choice
Brockport- its pretty inexpensive, i like the people there, i can run while im there, i get out of the loop in downtown buffalo BUT im not near my best friends at home, i have to definitely give up my major of actuarial science/stats
UB- inexpensive again, close to home so i can see my family/best friends from home a lot more often, has a better math department BUT i leave my bport people, i give up running, i have to live at home because i cant afford to dorm 5min. away from my house
Canisius- i would be able to continue running, i can pursue my major and hope to become an actuary still and if not they have a good accounting program ive heard, im close to my friend at home, i get to dorm still because i would be on the XC team and it makes life a lot easier BUT its really expensive, and i miss my bport peeps
i want to go to RIT for some reason...too bad i never finished applying
well this sucks...and i need to do some serious thinking and maybe it will come down to picking names out of a hat
having mono this break does not help anything....good thing im not a baby and ive been running still and going out and stuff
i can handle viruses
lets hope this spring break picks up