Procrastination R Us
What is it about the things we so loathe doing that we... Own it! Ok, *I* I put off my damn paperwork until the last bleeding minute and then still don't do it. It's after 2am. There's the big honking monthly staff meeting at 9 tomorrow morning. I have agreed to take a huge family of new clients (11 in one house! What was I thinking?!?) and need to set up the intakes asap. So why did I fiddle-ass around and wind up sitting here with not a single completed progress note to my name? That's a rhetorical question, btw. I know the answer, know it well and it thoroughly pisses me off. This is my bassackwards way of biting my thumb at The System. It's bassackwards because the system couldn't care less about me or my paperwork, other than the fact that it won't be in on time. I've merely managed to yet again, screw myself. This accomplishes nothing but putting me even further behind and in an even more rancid mood. ::headdesk:: Going to bed now, then walling myself up in my office tomorrow with the laptop and NOT hooking it up to the network! No surfing, no lunch out with the gang, no checking the forum or LJ and NO reading of books. Just fucking shoot me. Well, at least I'll smell nice. ::bleah::