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wow i havent updated in forever. i guess i just dont feel like it. with my so-called boyfreind constantly at my house i havent any time. Hes only so-called because at school we dont talk and im not sure his freinds know. only grant knows for sure. i dont want him to announce it to everyone i just want a little agknowled-not be ignored for his friends at school and then come to my house and make out at times when we are alone. actually we were best friends before we started dating. and if this doesnt last our whole friendship might be screwed up. and that would really suck. i really like him and i just dont know if im up for losing a best friend. . . .so maybe i shoulda said know? pluss ppl give him alot of crap because hes athiest. and im methodist-i believe in God. it also doesnt bother me at all that he doesnt. but alot of my friends think is should dump him because im not being true to "God" i think its not right that they think that. thats why Virginia's so awesome. because she is catholic and doesnt believe thats a reason to tell me to dump him. she is one of the most upstanding ppl i know. well laterz i guess i gotta fix some of my "problems" on my own.