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PIC OF THE DAY [yes lol.. that is my eye!!]*sigh*... i couldn't sleep... ahhhh... i don't know.. lately i've been thinking about that giovan. giovan .. was this guy i met at a festival.. he was soooooooooooooo cute! omg.. fo real. lol i ain't lying. but anyways.. yeah... my bestfriends boyfriend.. gave him a picture of me.. with my number... and he called.. well he actually.. text me... to see if i gave him the riiight number.. lol. which was smart of him. lol... but yeah.. we talked for like 2 months got to know each other a lot... i felt like i knew him.. forever!! it was just .. great ya know? that feelin' when you talk to someone.. and you know that.. everything is almost perfect? that was the feelin' i had.... and well after the 2 months.. a couple of weeks later.. our parents got our.. phone bill and well it wasn't pretty... after the... drama with the phone bill... we talked like once or twice.. after that.. i never heard from him... i miss him sooooo much.. everything reminds me of him.. i don't know why... *sigh*... i'm just hoping that he's grounded.. that's why.. i haven't heard from him.. ya know?! =/ .. i don't know.. i didn't get my hopes up.. i was being very humble about it... cause normally.. with me.. if i get my hopes up.. theyre gone. i have the worst luck with guys.. i swear... once i start to like.. someone.. or we're talking or whatever.... something bad always happens... and we stop talkin'.. i should be use to it.. about now.. but i'm not... i really liked giovan.. and everytime.. i talked to him.. i would just.. like him even more... ahh .. i don't know.. i just need to try .. to get him out of my head.. it's hard.. but imma try!
alright.. well anyways.. today.. i'm probably not doing anything.. but clean and do some homework.. again.... how about ya'll? what are you guys doing today?!