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I think I'm losing my touch these days....and I haven't written, like REALLY written in so long that I don't even really know what to write about....so I just keep posting these poems from like forever ago....and making that be good enough.
But I don't want that to be good enough....I want to write again....and want to WANT to write again....not just write to be writing....
I think my problem is that I have no muse....like before, I would always write about the stuff going on with my boyfriend, or about the latest breakup....but there hasn't been a breakup for like 6 months...and there is no boyfriend in sight....and that makes me so sad, that you would think I would have plenty to write about....but....not so much....
And I don't even have my best friend anymore....which makes me sad to no end....but I just don't know where to start I guess.....hmmmm.....I guess I will try