Lonely
Yeah so I have been a little sad lately....I keep seeing happy couples everywhere I go....and I can't help but ask myself "why not me??"
I'm a good person....I can be a little bitchy at times...but who can't be? I have always treated my boyfriends with respect....unless they disrespected me....I have always been the laid back, sweet girl, that when I have a boyfriend, I get along with all of his friends because I don't bitch all the time, or be like "no, you can't have a guy's night....it's all about me!" I'm easygoing....but yet....
I just keep thinking about how nice it would be to have someone to wake up to....or to just share my day with. Someone to call and be like "so how was your day?" and feel like he really cared when he asked about mine.....someone to go to sleep to.....and to kiss.....I miss kissing.....
I miss watching a movie with someone, and being able to cuddle up to them and feel so warm and safe and cared for.....and when you wake up after you have fallen asleep from watching the movie, and you move a little, and he thinks you might get up.....how he puts his arms around you and pulls you close.....God how I miss that feeling.....
I'm a good person....I can be a little bitchy at times...but who can't be? I have always treated my boyfriends with respect....unless they disrespected me....I have always been the laid back, sweet girl, that when I have a boyfriend, I get along with all of his friends because I don't bitch all the time, or be like "no, you can't have a guy's night....it's all about me!" I'm easygoing....but yet....
I just keep thinking about how nice it would be to have someone to wake up to....or to just share my day with. Someone to call and be like "so how was your day?" and feel like he really cared when he asked about mine.....someone to go to sleep to.....and to kiss.....I miss kissing.....
I miss watching a movie with someone, and being able to cuddle up to them and feel so warm and safe and cared for.....and when you wake up after you have fallen asleep from watching the movie, and you move a little, and he thinks you might get up.....how he puts his arms around you and pulls you close.....God how I miss that feeling.....