I hate this!
I hate feeling like things are falling apart. I hate feeling guilty. I hate not feeling as if I've gained freedom by quiting my job. I hate the feeling I got when a fellow employee looked as if they were going to cry. Especially when it was a guy. I hate the feeling I got when I saw my boss's (the one that I have no respect for) smile disappear and face sink along with the feeling in my stomach. I hated crying as I drove home. I hate everything that is going on right now. I hate having to 'find myself' without him. I just hate it all. I jsut want to sit down and cry, but I find it harder to do that without a shoulder to cry on.