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Now that the week is over I feel much calmer about things. I still have a whole day tomorrow, where I'll get to do all sorts of martial arts-esque moves in order to learn to protect myself and children, but for the most part I'm done.
Weird shit sometimes happens at work, and I just have to let some of it go. I'm really glad that I have never held anything against the child, but I'm usually more hard on myself than I need to be. However, these are kids' lives we're trying to influence and I have to be a good role model.
Also, it's impossible to be inside someone's head without being that person. And even then you're not always sure of what's going on.
Anyway, I've gotten back into A.F.I. lately. I found my cd from high school in Steph's truck and have been listening to Art of Drowning all week. It's refreshing, and makes me want to go to a show. There was one scheduled for Tuesday of this week but it got cancelled, probably for the best since I was feeling really anxious and worn out.
Tonight I plan on just hanging out and maybe getting some drinks down. Maybe some video gaming? As long as I'm in bed in time to get up around 7 am. It's been a ridiculously long week and I can't wait for it to be Sunday.
Weird shit sometimes happens at work, and I just have to let some of it go. I'm really glad that I have never held anything against the child, but I'm usually more hard on myself than I need to be. However, these are kids' lives we're trying to influence and I have to be a good role model.
Also, it's impossible to be inside someone's head without being that person. And even then you're not always sure of what's going on.
Anyway, I've gotten back into A.F.I. lately. I found my cd from high school in Steph's truck and have been listening to Art of Drowning all week. It's refreshing, and makes me want to go to a show. There was one scheduled for Tuesday of this week but it got cancelled, probably for the best since I was feeling really anxious and worn out.
Tonight I plan on just hanging out and maybe getting some drinks down. Maybe some video gaming? As long as I'm in bed in time to get up around 7 am. It's been a ridiculously long week and I can't wait for it to be Sunday.