silly smooches
funny how a change of scenery can make me feel so different.
i want to go home.
and if not that, then i want to feel comfortable. no more of this strangeness where i don't really know what's going on and life flits by me without listening. i want to feel grounded. and if not that, then i want my fantasy land to bring me some peace.
the only thing that seems to work is avoidance. i can't feel strange if i don't talk to anyone face to face. but i can feel lonely.
and i do.
i want to go home.
and if not that, then i want to feel comfortable. no more of this strangeness where i don't really know what's going on and life flits by me without listening. i want to feel grounded. and if not that, then i want my fantasy land to bring me some peace.
the only thing that seems to work is avoidance. i can't feel strange if i don't talk to anyone face to face. but i can feel lonely.
and i do.