Jul 31, 2006 03:53
Ugh. Haven't been feeling good lately. I have this bad habit of holding onto things for far too long and it's killing me. I always spend time wishing that things hadn't happened, instead of trying to get past it.
Just figured that one out about an hour ago.
Nothing I do seems to be right, and every direction I go in seems to be wrong. I trust myself least of all. No one will ever hate me more than I hate myself.
This is fucking ridiculous.
But I got a lot of things off my chest. I should realize that if you can't tell someone something, it's a bad sign.
God I'm so fucked up.