If you're still wondering what I'm talking about based on the title of this post, it's chocolate!
I have a job interview this coming Monday (the 28th) to work at Godiva Chocolatier.
I'm sure most of you guys have heard of this place, and if not, it's a chocolate store that also makes treats like shakes. In some places. The internship program that had me work at the hospital a.k.a. YAIP (Young Adult Internship Program) hooked me up with the interview. They were also the ones who gave me the opportunity to work at Fairway Market, which I ended up getting hired at as a cashier. I had to resign though due to foot issues at the time that were so bad, I ended up having to see a Podiatrist. I'm all healed now and my foot's better. Got two brand new comfortable shoes since then.
Anyway this interview is an on-the-spot-type of interview, which means that if the hiring managers really like you, then they'll hire you on the spot. That's why I would also have to bring my social security (or SS) card, birth certificate, and state ID so they can do the paperwork faster.I get really nervous about on-the-spot hiring as I've dealt with this twice from Pinkberry and Fairway.
Both those jobs were a hot mess when I started working there and I'm just concerned. I really want to get a job that I feel like I won't be miserable in, but at the same time, I need to get the "perfect job syndrome" out of my head. It's easier said than done as I have issues with social and general anxiety. Just makes it tough for me when it comes to the working world. And going out and socializing with people my age. And being assertive and bitchy when I need to be sometimes. And knowing when someone shows interest in me and being able to reciprocate it back.
I want to say I hope it all goes well but I'm not sure of how I should feel. I'm wondering if it's too soon to start working again or if there's ever going to be the perfect time to start working again. While I put that into consideration, I got to start prepping for Monday.
As of today (or two months), I'm happy to say that Megan and I are still talking to each other. :) Still really like her a lot and it's reciprocated back as we speak. We're supposed to be going on our second date the week coming up. It would've been sooner but her work schedule's been crazy insane and I've been having financial issues. Obviously I didn't let her know the part about me. Bitching about being broke to a potential girlfriend isn't attractive. I'm not that stupid when it comes to that.
It's driving me crazy to not see her sooner as I want to be with her and just do cuddly, lovey-dovey things. I have yet to do that ever and it's making me antsy!! Thank goodness it hasn't ended though. :)